Saturday, November 12, 2005

Mixed emotions...

It seems like i have jus began studying in yj bt it is already yr end...sch is going to end very soon...though i m very glad tat it is ending...hahax...finally no more waking up so early to go to sch...long day in sch with lectures and tutorials...and most importantly the tests and assignments tat i have to undergo...bt before sch comes to an end for mi tis yr...i stil have mi RESULTS to worry for...after a long wait...and i really mean long...the day is finally here and i have to face it whether or nt i like it...mi results will be out on tues after 2...Damn even jus by typing tis i can feel the anxiety building up in my tummy...all the butterflies in mi stomach and mi fingers turning cold...wad feelings...i hope for the BEST bt i m really very afraid if the worse actually happens...i really duno wad to do...wads worse is i duno how to face mi parents...i think i wil jus gt skinned alive if the worse happens...therefore i dun wan to think about it...jus let the day cm and we wil c wad happens...=.=
Some how i m really looking forward to the hols...hahax...i have like lots of things to do to keep mi busy...thus i shall no longer feel BORED...hehe...which is a gd thing...mi hols ar packed with celebrating frens birthdays...chalets...Band Fest...Concerts...Band camp...and the Pulau Semakau trip...and oso nt forgeting having all the BEAUTY SLEEP tat i have lost during the course of the yr...=)) Bt i still have to study as i will be having exams or rather tests when sch re-opens nxt yr...hahax...i can nvr run away frm them no matter how hard i try...part and parcel of life...",)
Wahaha...i think tats abt all tat i have to say...somehow after having a blog for some time...u find it hard to blog...or rather find it hard to think of wad to blog...other den ur everyday happenings which mite be a lil boring...hahax...should be going visiting tml...hehe...gdgd...time to collect money and oso to c relatives whom i might nt have net before...gt to noe mi extended family...cool huh...=Pp

i do..?
i don't..?
i really don't noe...=.=