BORING!!!

LALALALA...oh gosh i m jus simply so bored man...hahax...dun feel like touching mi essays to do...oni going to do it tml...wahaha...so typical of mi damn lazy...=Pp Today woke up damn late la...hahax...slept at 2 plus in the morn and end up waking up at 2 plus in the afternoon...Wahaha...being able to sleep for so long after so many days of less sleep is jus simply GREAT man...DAMN SHUANG =)) bt as soon as i gt up mi mum had to open her mouth and start her nonsense all over again...all abt the divorce thing...and BLAH BLAH BLAH...wad the hell...she went over to mi grandma's house yest nite after work to tell them wad happen...and mi aunt can nicely tell her tat mi dad has gone overboard...and mi grandma can tell her to do wad she thinks is rite even if it means to divorce...wad the hell...i dun understand y they mus both agree with her...haiz...and with their she goes on and on about telling ni to make a decision on which parent to follow quick and think bout things...i dun wan to leave tis hm and go anywhere else...and most important of all i dun wan to change mi religion...DAMN...i think i m jus too attached to mi dad tat i jus cant bear to do anything tat leaves him out...ARGHHHH y mus tis happen to mi...i seriously dun understand...and i think mi mum is serious tis tm round...jus cant stand her any longer la...wad the hell man...=.=

Damn sian man...mon canot go to sch late liao...gt chi mon test...hahax...wad the hell man...dun even noe which paper la...bt i guess most prob is paper 2 ba...in audi some more...going to freeze to death...hahax...maybe nt tat kua zhang la...bt i m sure going to be damn cold in there...=X

things will never be the same again...
without you around...=.=

I duno wad's going to happen??

Have nt been blogging for 2 days liao...hahax...busy doing ESSAYS and more ESSAYS...DRQ's and CHI TYS...hahax...canot help it la promos coming so have to work doubly hard...=.=which means lesser and lesser sleep for mi...i m going to be a DAMN panda soon...Wahaha ok lame =Pp
Today was quite sian la...everyone like SUPER tired cos of all the work...bt nevertheless we still played our fav NETBALL!!!!...duno y bt mi clas has recently taking a great liking to playing netball...even the guys...can anyone imagine guys playing netball...hahax...well its much more fun when they are playing...=)) Got hurt a couple of times today AGAIN...bt luckily it was nt as bad as wed when we played for like near 3 hrs of netball and other lame stuff cos we end lessons early...i practically gt whacked by the ball like umpteen times...today jus gt scratched...gt tis scratch mark on my right arm...hahax...bt nt painful la so heck it...=Ppden after tat went for band den went for dinner with qilah , fee , janah , chan , fun and tuna...Wahaha...damn funnie la...cos as usual with fee around there wont be a day without loud laughters...=)))

Hiaz...sometimes i really duno wads happening or rather wads going to happen...really gt nth to say bout the situation in my house...saw mi dad cried yest...which is kind of shocking...17 yrs of mi life i have nve seen my dad shed a tear bt he did it yest...cos he was jus too angry with mi mum and was too emotional as he was toking bout his mum as well...u noe how ppl an ramble on and on when they are kind of drunk...so he was practically rambling on and on bout god noes wad...first he shoot mi with stupid qns til i cried...den he shhot mi mum...since he was angry with her in the first place...he even whacked her...so tat was how serious the whole thing was...mi mum had tis blue-black eye and bruises here and there la...mi mum wanted a divorce...hah how nice rite...crap shit...wad nonsense...and tis is nt the first tm she wanted it...its been long since she wanted it...everything has gone frm bad to worse ever since the june holidays...i oso duno y...ever since then the fightings became frequent and it wil always end up in a brawl...i jus cant stand it anymore...i dun wan to c anymore of this...i duno how to hide all these tat i have inside of mi and go to sch and pretend nth happened although i have been doing it since sec sch...i wan mi HAPPINESS bk...i wan to c mi dad smile again although he hasnt been doing much of tat...and i c him so lil these days since he works night shift and when he has off days sth like this wil have to happen...i dun wan mi family to break though i dun really like wad mi mum is doing...she and her slefish ways...sometimes i really wan to ask her y is she always toking bout money and relating everything under the sun to it...i dun c a reason y she cant lend mi dad money sometimes jus for the sake of the household expenses...wads her problem man...if u have y dun u gv...i really dun understand and i guess i nvr will...i have so many things on mi mind now and i really hope nth happens anymore...i want everything i had before bk.........

you turned ur bk and walked away without even looking bk...=.=

Another day...

Like every other day...nth much happened today...pretty slack i can say...jus tat there's lots to be done and too little time for mi to do it...there is geo essay...chi tys...gp summary...WR...and worse of the worse CHINESE PW...cfm die liao haven even started doing yet and it has to be handed in by tis wk...oh boy aren't i dead...wel lets nt bother bout tat first...after sch wanted to watch auditions bt couldnt make it cos was meeting vicky at 4.30...Wahaha...met him den went under one of the blks to study...as usual stufy halfway...tok...tok...tok...hahax...left there at abt 8...den head hm loe...Noticed i change mi skin again today...and i dun think i wil be changing it any time soon...i like tis already...=)))wel gtg do mi chi tys now...Sayonara....=))
*cant wait for tml band prac...Weehee...alto sax here i cm =PpPp*

i guess its better tis way...
ignorance is bliss...=.=

Fun,Fun and more FUN =)))

Wahaha...today as usual was kind of a slack day la i can say...went to sch at 9.25 cos no Monday test so can cm late...hahax...bt first thing in the morn lit lect and guess wad had to do another damn essay...the qns was pretty short whivh makes it hard to ans...CRAP...den had tat crazy spencer's lesson and as usual he was screaming like a mad man...shouting out everyone's name for attendance nt forgetting calling mi LAVNITHA again...wth man...the one whom he claims i look like...NO LINK =Z before tat celebrated Jia Hao's bday at the outdoor canteen...celebrating b'daes have become like our class routine...every wk there is boud to someone's b'day...and every now and den u wil hear our whole class going "Happy birthday to u......" =Pp Den after tat had tat G LEE lesson...wah 2 hrs jus sit there and rot la...first he was seeing the pw grps which was actually MI GRP...hahax...asking us to do tis and tat and trying very hard to be very nice...wel i agree tat i haven been doing much for mi PW la so i guess its time i buck up...rite chan...? =PpPp

After sch went to city hall first suppose to go hunt for a present for Jia Hao...frm there we went Suntec...walk walk arnd stil cant find anything suitable...den we continue walking arnd and mi stupid PTL can tempt mi with some YAMI YOGHURT...damn nice la until i went to gt it myself...den went to eat dinner at FAR EAST...hahax...den after tat finally gt Jai Hao's present...gt him a belt and a pencil box...hahax...=Pp den finally head hm...=)) Damn tired now wanna go slp liao...

Tml after sch gotta chiong like damn fast cos i m meeting Vicky...hehex...teach him geo and pass him the sec 4 ss bk...hahax...=)))

still awaiting for the reason...
bt hu noes maybe time wil heal it all... =.=

SCREWED!!!

Arghhhhhhhhhh...been spending hours trying to make sense of mi blog and changing mi skin every now and then jus to make it suitable...and i doubt i m going to continue doing it anymore...look at the time its like 12 plus in the morning and i m stil doing it...hahax...wad the hell man...=X

Well today did nth much as usual...duno when am i going to start studying for mi promos...its like in less den 2 mths tm...haiz...duno whether i can gt promoted...Wahaha hope i can...did tat g lee gp essay jus now took hiurs to finish it...damn =x Going to gt screwed tml i think by tat g lee cos of the damn written report...after doing essay went online to ask ppl help mi to mi survey...hahax...finally gt it done den gt dwn to doing mi blog...now going to slp i guess...wait there's one thing left to do...HANG CLOTHES!!! i nvr have nth to do man...hahax...wel i guess tats life and i mus live with it...=)

gV mI A ReAsOn fOr aLl tHeSe...=.=