I duno wad's going to happen??

Have nt been blogging for 2 days liao...hahax...busy doing ESSAYS and more ESSAYS...DRQ's and CHI TYS...hahax...canot help it la promos coming so have to work doubly hard...=.=which means lesser and lesser sleep for mi...i m going to be a DAMN panda soon...Wahaha ok lame =Pp
Today was quite sian la...everyone like SUPER tired cos of all the work...bt nevertheless we still played our fav NETBALL!!!!...duno y bt mi clas has recently taking a great liking to playing netball...even the guys...can anyone imagine guys playing netball...hahax...well its much more fun when they are playing...=)) Got hurt a couple of times today AGAIN...bt luckily it was nt as bad as wed when we played for like near 3 hrs of netball and other lame stuff cos we end lessons early...i practically gt whacked by the ball like umpteen times...today jus gt scratched...gt tis scratch mark on my right arm...hahax...bt nt painful la so heck it...=Ppden after tat went for band den went for dinner with qilah , fee , janah , chan , fun and tuna...Wahaha...damn funnie la...cos as usual with fee around there wont be a day without loud laughters...=)))

Hiaz...sometimes i really duno wads happening or rather wads going to happen...really gt nth to say bout the situation in my house...saw mi dad cried yest...which is kind of shocking...17 yrs of mi life i have nve seen my dad shed a tear bt he did it yest...cos he was jus too angry with mi mum and was too emotional as he was toking bout his mum as well...u noe how ppl an ramble on and on when they are kind of drunk...so he was practically rambling on and on bout god noes wad...first he shoot mi with stupid qns til i cried...den he shhot mi mum...since he was angry with her in the first place...he even whacked her...so tat was how serious the whole thing was...mi mum had tis blue-black eye and bruises here and there la...mi mum wanted a divorce...hah how nice rite...crap shit...wad nonsense...and tis is nt the first tm she wanted it...its been long since she wanted it...everything has gone frm bad to worse ever since the june holidays...i oso duno y...ever since then the fightings became frequent and it wil always end up in a brawl...i jus cant stand it anymore...i dun wan to c anymore of this...i duno how to hide all these tat i have inside of mi and go to sch and pretend nth happened although i have been doing it since sec sch...i wan mi HAPPINESS bk...i wan to c mi dad smile again although he hasnt been doing much of tat...and i c him so lil these days since he works night shift and when he has off days sth like this wil have to happen...i dun wan mi family to break though i dun really like wad mi mum is doing...she and her slefish ways...sometimes i really wan to ask her y is she always toking bout money and relating everything under the sun to it...i dun c a reason y she cant lend mi dad money sometimes jus for the sake of the household expenses...wads her problem man...if u have y dun u gv...i really dun understand and i guess i nvr will...i have so many things on mi mind now and i really hope nth happens anymore...i want everything i had before bk.........

you turned ur bk and walked away without even looking bk...=.=