When you love someone, don't you wan to see the person happy??See the person smile??Bt y in the world is love so sellfish??I jus can't understand!!Love makes you do silly things.Bt to the ppl in love these things are nt silly they are jus ways to confess their love.Seriously this world is funny as it may seem.Even though how much u have experienced u can't really comprehend certain things.Feelings change.Friends to best friends to lovers even.No wonder they say there can nvr be such thing as platonic friendship btw 2 ppl.Bt hey i hv platonic friendship.Well it varies for different people i guess.In any case no one is to blamed.Nt the one confessing nor the one hearing it.Its jus a way of life.It jus depends on how different ppl actually look at it.One is bound to gt hurt or worse comes to worse both gets hurt at the same tm.Bt still ppl do it.Sometimes you go to let go for things to change for the better.Holding on brings more pain.Nt only to you bt to the other person as well.Think bout it.

invisible friend...
to smile to...
to laugh with...
to talk to...
i m-i-s-s you...

Before i begin blogging i would like to say... ...
Happy 18th Birthday Henry =))
May all ur wishes cm true...stay healthy and mi best wishes for both u and sarah dear =]
I wished him tis morning as soon as i gt up...cosi stared at mi fone at looked at the date...den 'Poop' it occured to mi tat it was his birthday...so there i went wishing him =) And guess wad he replied after quite awhile
"Amen...Thanks!! Ha Li Lu Ya."
It sounds like as if i jus told him a prayer =.= bt nevertheless it was quite funny though it gt mi going "huh?wad is tis guy trying to say?"

Accompanied mi mum for her monthly check up at the KK womens' and children hospital today...had to wake up early and i was actually dozing off on the bus on the way there...and i really slept didnt even realise tat someone was sitting nxt to mi til i woke up and gt a shock cos tat woman was wearing red lipstick and has white hair...who wouldn't gt a shock?Wahaha =Pp It didnt take tat long at the hospital and guess wad mi mum is due soon enough...It's already 8 mths into the pregnancy...WoOhOo fast huh? LOL i can't wait for mi baby sis as said by the doc to arrive =))) Bt at the same tm i duno how i m going to handle having someone crying every other tm at hm...i guess i wil hv to be very very very very patient =p

Tis is to u apr dear...i m really happy for u seeing u happy is wad i have always wanted...wad more seeing u happy with someone u love so dearly is double happiness for mi...dun worry mi dear i wil pray tat tis happiness last for as long as ever and all tis jus reminds mi of an 'Ou xiang ju' really...its jus too sweet and tis proves one thing Life can be a bed of roses too =)) I wan a fairy-tale too...LOL =Pp

come out from wherever you are...
dun leave mi here alone...
miss-misses-missing-missed... ...

Phew jus came bk from band nt long ago...goodness it was really tough waking up at 7 in the morning when i hv been sleeping like a log the past few days...Wahaha i really wonder how i manage to wake up so early at 5.50a.m during the Orientation period...even though i was damn damn tired mi eyes jus wouldnt go bk to sleep...i would jus gt up and gt ready to shower...guess it was sth tat made mi nt want to be late =)

Band wasn't tat bad...went on wel surprisingly it ended early...wahaha suppose to end at 1 bt ended at 11...we were like "huh?wad tm is it now?y band end so early?" LOL =p when u wan things to end they jus keep going on and on...bt when u dun wan things to end they jus hv to end...tats life whether u like it or nt =] Den we al went to eat lunch and chatted for quite some tm b4 heading hm...feeling damn sleepy now i jus feel like going into mi room to take a nap...=.=

Will be accompanying mi mum to the hospital for a check up tml...which means tat i wil MISS out on 2 class outings =( P19 going Sentosa tml for a gathering and so is mi Temp OG class from the 2nd intake...and i hv to turn both of them dwn due to accompanying mi mum..wel i guess its ok there wil stil be a nxt tm and hey Sentosa won't decide to pack up and run away one day rite?LOL =p

i miss you...
i really do...

Its the second day of the holidays and i proudly say i haven done anything yet...gosh =x Had band yest and it was damn tiring la especially to the mouth...blowing continously i nearly died o.O bt after all that i realised tat we have actually improved as a band...at least it was better den last tm...at least when we play noe we sound like we are actually playing sth and nt jus blowing out notes tat simply makes no sense...so tats a gd thing =)) And the song was superbly duperbly damn nice la...especially the sad part can really melt its reallt damn nice...LOL =p Its called The 7th Night Of July =]

I love :)

The attendance as expected was like shit la...nth to say already oni like 6 or 7 juniors...wth how to carry on with the band like tat?How wil the band actually survive after the seniors leave?Gosh all these unanswered qns hv been dwelling in mi head for long bt stil there are no ans...damn for now we jus hv to perservere and do our best to increase the size of the band...bt i wonder whether it wil actually work...unless a miracle happen =

Have to gt ready to go for another band practice later...i guess we wil be playing Merry Widow today...tat is like a super fast song and there goes mi fingers trying to run up or dwn the scales...Bless mi soul =x Bt looking at a brighter side we wil be having Pizza later...Yayness =)) They wanted tis band dinner to somehow strengthen the bond btw the members so they wil call in pizza and we shall all eat together...so we shall c how many j1s actually turn up today...bt i guess it wil jus be more of a dinner btw the seniors...Wahaha since i foresee tat the number of j1s today wil be very minimal =Pp

your cuteness...
brings mi smiles =))

Woohoo i changed mi skin again...lalala tis tm didnt take too long...getting better at these stuffs...LOL self praise =Pp Gosh its so darn boring at hm la...though i hv like tons and tons of hw to do...bt i jus can't seem to gt cracking...wel i hv to do it soon can't let miself slack anymore =) Have to gt prepared to go for band later...3 band practices in a row...boy isn't tat tiring...bt wel at least i gt sth to do =p Bt jus looking at the state of the band now i really am at a loss for words...i really duno how i can actually condone some of their attitudes...wel i noe tat most of them are being forced to join the band due to past experiences and stuffs bt it isn't our fault tat u hv to join the band...we dun feel happy forcing u to cm either...bt yet we have to c their sour faces and the way they tok to u is jus so urgh...i jus feel like slapping them sometimes bt wel i hv to cool dwn or else i wil suffer...i jus hope tat the attendance today wil nt be tat bad...judging by the fact tat we have actually tried our best to inform them of the practices...wasting money calling and sms-ing =x
Somehow i can't wait for the Arts Fusion Performance at the end of May...i duno y oso bt jus excited i guess...wahaha bt when it comes to performing i wil be the first one to be nervous and glue-ing mi eyes onto the scores like suddenly they became very interesting =Pp Crap there goes mi nonsense =]
Been busy the past week with the Orientation for the 2nd intake and boy was it damn tiring bt it was all fun with good frens all around making the whole orientation all the more worth while...made a couple more new frens too which is a great thing =) Bt i hv to admit tat the timings for the activities were seriously in a way screwed up...bt hey we al did a great job after all =]] The mass dances were fun...cos i dun need to dance...LOL i was the official music player...wahaha so i had the pleaseure of watching ppl dance rounds after rounds...and when i finally stopped the music they all turned to mi and went " Oh thanks finally the music is over!!!! " Aren't i mean?LOL =Pp The finale was Fun...wahaha we were all so hyper despite the fact tat we already do tired...the music was damn loud tat i could hardly even hear miself wad more others...bt the songs were nt tat nice i mus say...there are certain songs where we seriously can't dance to bt heck la jus move...=Pp And i Love the lightsticks...i gt like so many wrapped on my hand...and one big one...WoOhoO i love =)) And they are all super duper colourful and bright...=] Thanks for making tat night a special one =)))

confused!!??

I guess i wil have to do the tag thing now since i was bugged to do it by many...i actually have done it bt i deleted it cos sth went wrong with the fonts...so here it goes...
Instructions
The tagged victim mus cm up with 8 diff points of their perfect lover.Specify the gender of the target.....
Gender: Male
1*Someone of ave ht and looks
2*Someone with a great deal of humour
3*Someone hu noes how to make mi smile all day long jus by doing the slightest things
4*Someone hu has an aim in life
5*Someone hu loves mi for hu i m
6*Someone hu does not gt easily worked up over the slightest things
7*Someone to share mi happiness and sorrows with mi
8*Someone with a really captivating smile =))

i dun wanna lose you...
bt at the same tm...
i dun wan you either...