LALALA...!! really feeling damn bored...hahax...wanted to wake early today to re-arrange mi table and start studying after tat...bt as usual...i failed again...woke up at 12...DARN...when wil i ever be able to wake up early man besides when i have to wake up to go to sch...i jus can't seem to wake up early...i jus continue sleeping and sleeping till god noes wad tm...if no one wakes mi up...tat's it...i wil jus continue sleeping...Wahaha...PIGGY PIG =PpPp No wonder i was given tat nick name by someone...LOL...",) Well tml i MUS wake up early...can't sleep anymore liao...hahax...mi promos are coming and i really really need to work hard...CHIONG...=\ Nxt week holiday liao...YEAH...=) bt too bad its nt a holiday week for mi...i have to really use tis time to STUDYYYYYYYYY...have to go sch on mon and wed gt lit lecture or sth...den thurs gt band...conducting lessons...hahax...funnie rite...mi learning conducting...Wahaha...=PpPp I can jus imagine if one i were to ever conduct any band...i will definitely laugh mi ass off first...cos ppl wil have trouble finding where the heck is the CONDUCTOR...hahax...too SHORT liao...HAHAHAHAX...=Pp ok enough abt the fact tat i m short...Well actually i m looking forward to the BAND FEST in dec...hahax...and oso the band camp...bt i wil oni gt enthu bout these things once i have gotten miself PROMOTED...hahax...or else...hmm...=.=Seriously i think i gt nth to write anymore so i think i better stop here...before i start going on and on abt nth...=)
really hate all the memories we had...
never knew you would turn out this way...
i was wrong bout u right from the start...=.=
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Friday, September 02, 2005
SsiiAaNn =]
Wahaha...super sian day...nth much happened...jus as usual go sch go for lecture den tutorial den pe den go band...hahax...nth interesting happened at all...Stil cant forgt the fact tat i m jus super imposed blur...supposed to hand in geo essay outline today...yest sch holiday suppose to do...bt i jus keep thinking tat yest was wed instead of thurs so i didnt do it...oni when it was like 8 plus 9 in the night yest den i realised tat it was actually thurs and i have to hand it in like today...wanted to do it yest night while watching "Project Superstar" bt ended up nt doing anything as...it wasn't due to mi nt being able to concentrate cos of the show bt as usual...fight again...damn mi whole family la...gt nth better to do each day by fighting...first was mi,mi sis and mi mum...made so much noise til mi dad was super angry den it all started...he jus started screaming and screaming...wanting to burn dwn the house and guess wad even burn us ALIVE...saw tat burn us ALIVE...wad the hell i really gt nth to say...all i wanted to dow as to pick up the phone and cal 999...crazy ass...duno wad the heck is he thinking oso...den keep on telling us to clear up the mess in the house or else he wil start burning...MAD MAN...wads worse is he even took out the KEROSENE can...shen jing bing...-.- take out le nvm stil go pour on mi mum...wah lao i have nvr seen anyone as crazy...Siao wan...DAMN...the whole house stink of the damn kerosene...the whole scene was damn drama can...all the screams and the cries tat mi and mi sis had...so darn PATHETIC...really duno wad to say liao...LOSS FOR WORDS
I really hoped for things to be better...for mi life to go bk to where it was before...for mi to be happy once again...even though i wasn't tat happy bk den bt at least happier den i am now...bt now i noe tat all these are just mi mere wishes and nth can ever go bk to wad it used to be...everything is DIFFERENT now...everything is CHANGED...EVERYONE HAS CHANGED too...haiz...bt somehow no matter how sad i m at hm due to some family problems i can't bring miself to be as sad in sch...maybe its due to the fact tat i m used to nt showing mi feelings tat much...i jus swallow wadeva i have to hoping tat things wil turn out better after awhile and forgt about it sooner or later...bt somehow though i think tat i have akready forgotten these things...i actually haven...they are stil there in mi mind somewhere...its jus tat i dun wanna tok bout it...duno whether its called self denial or nt...jus refuse to think of the things tat happen in hope tat i wil forgt...wad the...running away from reality...DARN...SHUCKS...AaRrGgHh...=
nothing bt 3 words...
i hate you...=.=
I really hoped for things to be better...for mi life to go bk to where it was before...for mi to be happy once again...even though i wasn't tat happy bk den bt at least happier den i am now...bt now i noe tat all these are just mi mere wishes and nth can ever go bk to wad it used to be...everything is DIFFERENT now...everything is CHANGED...EVERYONE HAS CHANGED too...haiz...bt somehow no matter how sad i m at hm due to some family problems i can't bring miself to be as sad in sch...maybe its due to the fact tat i m used to nt showing mi feelings tat much...i jus swallow wadeva i have to hoping tat things wil turn out better after awhile and forgt about it sooner or later...bt somehow though i think tat i have akready forgotten these things...i actually haven...they are stil there in mi mind somewhere...its jus tat i dun wanna tok bout it...duno whether its called self denial or nt...jus refuse to think of the things tat happen in hope tat i wil forgt...wad the...running away from reality...DARN...SHUCKS...AaRrGgHh...=
nothing bt 3 words...
i hate you...=.=
Thursday, September 01, 2005
East Coast Park =)))
WooHoo...jus came bk nt long ago...*phew* Super tired man...wahaha...=PpPp had a lot a lot of fun today...hahax...=)) lots of things happen too and contributed to tis damn shuang day...",)
Well since today is Teachers' Day...i would like to wish all teachers hu have taught mi b4 a very "Happy Teachers' Day" =)) Wanna wish them all the best and BLAH , BLAH , BLAH , BLAH , BLAH...the wish goes on and on...Wahaha...started off the day with kind of a bad note la...cos we are told again tat we cant go bk at 10 plus which is like so AaRrGgHh...we were all like crossing our fingers in hope tat we wil hear Mr Ganesh go "129 u have early release!!" Well bt NO we hear nth of tat sort so we decided to resign to FATE...=.= The worse is yet to cm man...hahax...we all had to do ACES...wad the hell...hahax...and like half of the sch's population was like wearing UNIFORM...do ACES wearing uniform...how nice?? The teachers damn enthu can...they were like doing like as if they are really enjoying it...hahax...i oni enjoyed the song...hahax....sorry ar..."Let's get LOUD...let's get loud..." LOL...den went to the hall to watch the concert...wahaha...sat at the extreme end la...c wad...the stairs to the stage...nice view ar?? Was damn proud of mi class performers la...hahax...wel it was NICE...really it was...our whole class was like cheering them on...and every other ppl were like giving us some weird look...hahax...so funnie la...Jenny and her pro drum skills...WOW...so in aww...and i jus like the way the cowboy hat go twirling in the air...after chan toss it in the air...hahax...NICE NICE...=)) Den we had the other performances...the dances were great...hahax...nvr knew many if them could actually DANCE REAL WELL...=p The funnieast was stil the fact tat Mr.Ganesh actually went uo to stage to DANCE...can anyone imagine how much and hard the crwod was laffing...hahax...i jus wouldnt stop laffing man...and he can shake man...=PpPp Den we all had to head to the library while others can go hm...damn...hahax...bt time passes quite fast la...yippie...=))
After tat we decided to go somewhere...so EAST COAST there we went...mi , janah , qilah , fee , lynette , jenny and chan with allan coming later...we jus ahd so much fun there man...hahax...went there straight away rent bike...den we all jus started cycling...Wahaha...and we were riding AGAINST the wind...Damn...so hard to ride la...mi leg pain like hell la...hahax...cycled all the way to teh jetty...wah den the view there was like FANTABULOUS...hahax...super nice...and SO SO SO SO so so so so the windy...the feeling of wind jus blowing towards u is really "WOOOOOOW" This is the funniest part...Chan was hoping for something to happen like for a fish or any sea creature to jump out of the water in front of him...hahax...LOL i told him to stand there close his eyes and dream...Wahaha...den suddenly we all spotted tis black thing in the sea and we were like guessing wad the heck is it...first we tought it was a fish...den chan said tat i cant be cos it is nt swimming...den we tuoght it was a stingray...den we were like already confirming tat it was a stingray...we were like all so excited la...toking to each other quite loudly as the excitement builds in us...oni ti realise in the end tat it was actually a BLACK TRASH BAG...hahax...wad the hell...we all started laffing...how nice man...den we saw a few more such "stingrays" Wahaha...=PpPpPp Den we continued cycling to the other end of the place...cycled til quite far den we stopped to lye on some rock tat u can c when u go to sea...it was like made of many diff rocks la...jus reminded all of us of GEOGRAPHY...hahax...LOL...we all jus lied there looking at the sky and closing our eyes soon after...den woke up start crapping...watch the waves and oso saw AEROPLANES at such close proximity...hahax...they look so DARN big...hahax...and we were like guessing wad airline it is...LMAO =pPpP
After tat had to rush like mad la cos had to return the bike den oso ahd to rush bk to yishun to meet mi mum...hahax...LOL...so ended up taking taxi with jenny qilah and chan...cos we missed our 7 o'clock shuttle bus...DAMN...i was officially BROKE so chan and allan lent mi...the three of them alighted at EUNOS and i continued till YISHUN...and guess wad the uncles made a wring move and went to WOODLANDS instead...GOSH...hahax...i was like so damn scared le la...cos i m super late to meet mi mum...so he had to do a U.TURN which is damn long and the fare ended up to be $22.60...i was like totally panicking liao...cos i oni have $2o...hahax...bt the uncle was nice enough he oni charged mi $15 as he said tat is was his fault and dun wan to make mi pay so much...cos he was distrcted by some ERP error so drive wrongly liao...the uncle damn nice la...when i alighting stil ask mi take care...hahax...sweet ar...?? ok crap...=Pp den jus rushed to the place to meet mi mum...lucky she didnt ask anything...or else i duno wad to tell her...as usual oni mi sis noes...hehe...i practically tell her everything la...and she tells mi everything oso...hahax...=PpPp K la tis entry super long la...sleepy liao...stop here...=))
everytm i c ur face...
i duno wad to do...
do i smile or look away...??=.=
Well since today is Teachers' Day...i would like to wish all teachers hu have taught mi b4 a very "Happy Teachers' Day" =)) Wanna wish them all the best and BLAH , BLAH , BLAH , BLAH , BLAH...the wish goes on and on...Wahaha...started off the day with kind of a bad note la...cos we are told again tat we cant go bk at 10 plus which is like so AaRrGgHh...we were all like crossing our fingers in hope tat we wil hear Mr Ganesh go "129 u have early release!!" Well bt NO we hear nth of tat sort so we decided to resign to FATE...=.= The worse is yet to cm man...hahax...we all had to do ACES...wad the hell...hahax...and like half of the sch's population was like wearing UNIFORM...do ACES wearing uniform...how nice?? The teachers damn enthu can...they were like doing like as if they are really enjoying it...hahax...i oni enjoyed the song...hahax....sorry ar..."Let's get LOUD...let's get loud..." LOL...den went to the hall to watch the concert...wahaha...sat at the extreme end la...c wad...the stairs to the stage...nice view ar?? Was damn proud of mi class performers la...hahax...wel it was NICE...really it was...our whole class was like cheering them on...and every other ppl were like giving us some weird look...hahax...so funnie la...Jenny and her pro drum skills...WOW...so in aww...and i jus like the way the cowboy hat go twirling in the air...after chan toss it in the air...hahax...NICE NICE...=)) Den we had the other performances...the dances were great...hahax...nvr knew many if them could actually DANCE REAL WELL...=p The funnieast was stil the fact tat Mr.Ganesh actually went uo to stage to DANCE...can anyone imagine how much and hard the crwod was laffing...hahax...i jus wouldnt stop laffing man...and he can shake man...=PpPp Den we all had to head to the library while others can go hm...damn...hahax...bt time passes quite fast la...yippie...=))
After tat we decided to go somewhere...so EAST COAST there we went...mi , janah , qilah , fee , lynette , jenny and chan with allan coming later...we jus ahd so much fun there man...hahax...went there straight away rent bike...den we all jus started cycling...Wahaha...and we were riding AGAINST the wind...Damn...so hard to ride la...mi leg pain like hell la...hahax...cycled all the way to teh jetty...wah den the view there was like FANTABULOUS...hahax...super nice...and SO SO SO SO so so so so the windy...the feeling of wind jus blowing towards u is really "WOOOOOOW" This is the funniest part...Chan was hoping for something to happen like for a fish or any sea creature to jump out of the water in front of him...hahax...LOL i told him to stand there close his eyes and dream...Wahaha...den suddenly we all spotted tis black thing in the sea and we were like guessing wad the heck is it...first we tought it was a fish...den chan said tat i cant be cos it is nt swimming...den we tuoght it was a stingray...den we were like already confirming tat it was a stingray...we were like all so excited la...toking to each other quite loudly as the excitement builds in us...oni ti realise in the end tat it was actually a BLACK TRASH BAG...hahax...wad the hell...we all started laffing...how nice man...den we saw a few more such "stingrays" Wahaha...=PpPpPp Den we continued cycling to the other end of the place...cycled til quite far den we stopped to lye on some rock tat u can c when u go to sea...it was like made of many diff rocks la...jus reminded all of us of GEOGRAPHY...hahax...LOL...we all jus lied there looking at the sky and closing our eyes soon after...den woke up start crapping...watch the waves and oso saw AEROPLANES at such close proximity...hahax...they look so DARN big...hahax...and we were like guessing wad airline it is...LMAO =pPpP
After tat had to rush like mad la cos had to return the bike den oso ahd to rush bk to yishun to meet mi mum...hahax...LOL...so ended up taking taxi with jenny qilah and chan...cos we missed our 7 o'clock shuttle bus...DAMN...i was officially BROKE so chan and allan lent mi...the three of them alighted at EUNOS and i continued till YISHUN...and guess wad the uncles made a wring move and went to WOODLANDS instead...GOSH...hahax...i was like so damn scared le la...cos i m super late to meet mi mum...so he had to do a U.TURN which is damn long and the fare ended up to be $22.60...i was like totally panicking liao...cos i oni have $2o...hahax...bt the uncle was nice enough he oni charged mi $15 as he said tat is was his fault and dun wan to make mi pay so much...cos he was distrcted by some ERP error so drive wrongly liao...the uncle damn nice la...when i alighting stil ask mi take care...hahax...sweet ar...?? ok crap...=Pp den jus rushed to the place to meet mi mum...lucky she didnt ask anything...or else i duno wad to tell her...as usual oni mi sis noes...hehe...i practically tell her everything la...and she tells mi everything oso...hahax...=PpPp K la tis entry super long la...sleepy liao...stop here...=))
everytm i c ur face...
i duno wad to do...
do i smile or look away...??=.=
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
lalala~~! =))
Wahaha...first of all before starting today's entry i would like to say......
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST PAPA" =))
**Wanna wish him all the best in everything tat he does and may all his wishes come true...Weehee ",) **
Now i can continue with today's post...in sch really nth much...didnt play our favourite netball today...bt instead we all played BADMINTON...hahax...long tm nvr play liao...realised tat mi badminton skills become so JIALAT...eh wait a min was mi skills even gd in the first place...Wahaha...ok i m crapping as usual...den had lessons as usual...after tat had G LEE gp lesson...he gace us bk our essays tat we did the other time...hahax...wad nonsense man...i realised tat mi class has ppl hu are nt humans...hahax...jus kidding la...out of 50 they gt like 41 or 42...damn good la...and i gt 31...wahaha...=Pp LOL nth mush to say le...den had tis super BORING pc/ct and student dialogue combined together...wad the hell man...complete waste of tm...told the j1 cohort which classes are allowed to go bk early tml...damn...haha...mi class obviously cant go bk...i really wanna go bk nvss la...bt nvm la...heck it...mi sch has weird and STUPID policies...cant blame =PpPp
Anyway i went bk to nvss jus now to make up for the fact tat i cant go tml...went with mi sarah dearest...too bad april cant go with us cos she had noon class...bt nevertheless we had fun toking to the teachers and wishing them a very "HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY" =)) chat with them bout sch and life and mrs hee was telling mi how much north viewans have changed...hahax...come to think of it i really do MISS mi sec sch quite a bit bt most of all i MISS mi frens and teachers...going bk to sch jus reminded mi of the various memories i had with mi frens...studying at the canteen at nite...crapping at the co0ncourse and the "macdonald tables"...Wahaha those times are the BEST man...=))
First thing i and sarah did when we went bk jus now was to go gt some food frm the canteen...wahaha...really miss the food there oso...*er oni some la...=Pp* went to gt mi all tm favourite...HOTDOG BREAD...and sarah gt her all time favourite too...CHICKEN BREAD...Wahaha...LOL...u can nvr guess how much we use to love the bread la...everytm during recess we wil jus go to tat stall to gt the bread...wahaha...=)) Well i have uploaded the pics below...
**The food we sOo love =PpPp**
**The ever so pretty Mrs Hee and the retarded mi =.=**
**The 3 of us (",)**
seeing you has become sth i really dread...=.=
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST PAPA" =))
**Wanna wish him all the best in everything tat he does and may all his wishes come true...Weehee ",) **
Now i can continue with today's post...in sch really nth much...didnt play our favourite netball today...bt instead we all played BADMINTON...hahax...long tm nvr play liao...realised tat mi badminton skills become so JIALAT...eh wait a min was mi skills even gd in the first place...Wahaha...ok i m crapping as usual...den had lessons as usual...after tat had G LEE gp lesson...he gace us bk our essays tat we did the other time...hahax...wad nonsense man...i realised tat mi class has ppl hu are nt humans...hahax...jus kidding la...out of 50 they gt like 41 or 42...damn good la...and i gt 31...wahaha...=Pp LOL nth mush to say le...den had tis super BORING pc/ct and student dialogue combined together...wad the hell man...complete waste of tm...told the j1 cohort which classes are allowed to go bk early tml...damn...haha...mi class obviously cant go bk...i really wanna go bk nvss la...bt nvm la...heck it...mi sch has weird and STUPID policies...cant blame =PpPp
Anyway i went bk to nvss jus now to make up for the fact tat i cant go tml...went with mi sarah dearest...too bad april cant go with us cos she had noon class...bt nevertheless we had fun toking to the teachers and wishing them a very "HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY" =)) chat with them bout sch and life and mrs hee was telling mi how much north viewans have changed...hahax...come to think of it i really do MISS mi sec sch quite a bit bt most of all i MISS mi frens and teachers...going bk to sch jus reminded mi of the various memories i had with mi frens...studying at the canteen at nite...crapping at the co0ncourse and the "macdonald tables"...Wahaha those times are the BEST man...=))
First thing i and sarah did when we went bk jus now was to go gt some food frm the canteen...wahaha...really miss the food there oso...*er oni some la...=Pp* went to gt mi all tm favourite...HOTDOG BREAD...and sarah gt her all time favourite too...CHICKEN BREAD...Wahaha...LOL...u can nvr guess how much we use to love the bread la...everytm during recess we wil jus go to tat stall to gt the bread...wahaha...=)) Well i have uploaded the pics below...
**The food we sOo love =PpPp**
**The ever so pretty Mrs Hee and the retarded mi =.=**
**The 3 of us (",)**
seeing you has become sth i really dread...=.=
Sunday, August 28, 2005
CRAMP!!!
AaRrGgHh...damn the whole day was spoilt all thanks to mi cramps...Wahaha...nth to say man...wanted to do mi essay today bt til now stil haven do...cos when i was about to do it...mi cramp jus have to act up...couldnt take it so went to lie on my bed and guess wad i went rolling all over the bed screaming in pain...til mi sis have to ask mi shut up...first tm pain until like tis la...how nice...lucky now ok liao...so maybe i wil start on mi essay in a while's time...=Pp And guess wad i gt nth to say liao...hahax...wad the...tml gt damn chi mon test...dun even noe wad to study...damn...heck la...jus do wadeva i can tml...may god bless mi tml...oh ya i oso have compre test tml...aiyoh...y la...tat G LEE mus gv us some test out of nowhere...haiz...how *LOVELY*
Cant wait for tues man...going bk NVSS...yeah going to c mi ex teachers after like so long...wan to go bk on Teachers' day itself de...bt cfm canot cos mi sch damn ass la...gt some stupid rule saying tat ur class mus have 100% attendence and 100% no late coming den ur class is allowed to go bk hm at 10...wad the hell man...mi class cfm canot go early la...wonder wad the hell mi class going to do in sch man...SIAN =X
i gv up...=.=
Cant wait for tues man...going bk NVSS...yeah going to c mi ex teachers after like so long...wan to go bk on Teachers' day itself de...bt cfm canot cos mi sch damn ass la...gt some stupid rule saying tat ur class mus have 100% attendence and 100% no late coming den ur class is allowed to go bk hm at 10...wad the hell man...mi class cfm canot go early la...wonder wad the hell mi class going to do in sch man...SIAN =X
i gv up...=.=
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