SsiiAaNn =]

Wahaha...super sian day...nth much happened...jus as usual go sch go for lecture den tutorial den pe den go band...hahax...nth interesting happened at all...Stil cant forgt the fact tat i m jus super imposed blur...supposed to hand in geo essay outline today...yest sch holiday suppose to do...bt i jus keep thinking tat yest was wed instead of thurs so i didnt do it...oni when it was like 8 plus 9 in the night yest den i realised tat it was actually thurs and i have to hand it in like today...wanted to do it yest night while watching "Project Superstar" bt ended up nt doing anything as...it wasn't due to mi nt being able to concentrate cos of the show bt as usual...fight again...damn mi whole family la...gt nth better to do each day by fighting...first was mi,mi sis and mi mum...made so much noise til mi dad was super angry den it all started...he jus started screaming and screaming...wanting to burn dwn the house and guess wad even burn us ALIVE...saw tat burn us ALIVE...wad the hell i really gt nth to say...all i wanted to dow as to pick up the phone and cal 999...crazy ass...duno wad the heck is he thinking oso...den keep on telling us to clear up the mess in the house or else he wil start burning...MAD MAN...wads worse is he even took out the KEROSENE can...shen jing bing...-.- take out le nvm stil go pour on mi mum...wah lao i have nvr seen anyone as crazy...Siao wan...DAMN...the whole house stink of the damn kerosene...the whole scene was damn drama can...all the screams and the cries tat mi and mi sis had...so darn PATHETIC...really duno wad to say liao...LOSS FOR WORDS

I really hoped for things to be better...for mi life to go bk to where it was before...for mi to be happy once again...even though i wasn't tat happy bk den bt at least happier den i am now...bt now i noe tat all these are just mi mere wishes and nth can ever go bk to wad it used to be...everything is DIFFERENT now...everything is CHANGED...EVERYONE HAS CHANGED too...haiz...bt somehow no matter how sad i m at hm due to some family problems i can't bring miself to be as sad in sch...maybe its due to the fact tat i m used to nt showing mi feelings tat much...i jus swallow wadeva i have to hoping tat things wil turn out better after awhile and forgt about it sooner or later...bt somehow though i think tat i have akready forgotten these things...i actually haven...they are stil there in mi mind somewhere...its jus tat i dun wanna tok bout it...duno whether its called self denial or nt...jus refuse to think of the things tat happen in hope tat i wil forgt...wad the...running away from reality...DARN...SHUCKS...AaRrGgHh...=

nothing bt 3 words...
i hate you...=.=