you you you =))

wad more can i say...

Well...after so long i have decided to continue posting entries...lots happened and i duno where to start out from seriously...results were out last wk and due to the fact tat i didnt do wel i actually didnt gt promoted...i duno how to describe mi feelings at tat point of tm...shocked? disappointed? Wel all i noe was tat tears jus could nt stop flowing from mi eyes rolling down mi cheeks...bt instead of looking at it in a negative way i had to think of things in a more positive light in order to nt only feel better bt oso to realise mi mistakes...as crying all day wont help a single bit...Really thankful to all those hu have consoled mi in a way or another...without them i might nt be able to stabilise mi feelings...rite ty? =)
With one more extra year to re-do things except for the extra H1 subject...i wil have to work extra hard in order to move on to the next level next yr...though the H1 subject mite be a lil challenging for mi as im taking maths...bt i m quite sure tat with more practice i wil be able to pull thru and os cos with the guidance of ty jus like wad he did in sec 4...coaching mi whenever he can in class to ensure i understand wad the teacher is toking bout cos he has tuition...=Pp *I m nt trying to bootlick yea and i m oso nt trying to make u feel touched* =p Like wad someone told mi "you mus buck up next yr ok...promise ur mum tat u wil work hard..." somehow i wil keep tis in mind for long...",)
One thing tat i wil MISS loads wil be the friends and especially mi classmates...though its easy to say tat we wil stay united despite the seperation...i noe its hard to keep it tat way...i wil have to understand the pressure and stress tat u guys wil be facing next yr which wil lead to many of u being very busy studying for ur a's...bt no matter wad happens...i wil stil love u guys the same as the memories tat we had wil always stay with mi no matter where i may be...the precious memories i wil always keep...=)))
Even in the midst of mi sadness i managed to catch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire...woOhOo...damn nice la...hahax...all the effects and everything...and its quite hillarious oso...hahax...and boy was ty going gaga over the beautiful Emma Watson...everytm she appeared he would whistle...gosh imagine sitting next to him in a movie starring her...tats it...Wahaha =PpPp The movie was damn long la...and half the tm i was struggling to control mi urge of going to the ladies...damn...didnt wan to miss out on anything important i controled and rushed to the ladies after the show ends...phew was tat a breather...=x
Went for mi class chalet oso on tues...suppose to be 3 days 2 nights thing...bt i cant stay at chalets so i oni went on the second day and left at night...wanted to stay cos it would be fun bt cant so nvm...bt nevertheless had fun throughout the tm when i was there...playing heart-attack with poker cards...cycling in the rain...and playing at the beach...a total bliss...especially when with friends u love so dear...=)) It was super super fun fun fun...wahaha...bt sth happen towards the evening...and i hope u are fine now yea...dun worry too much ok everything will be fine...=]

i yearn for that smile...
when will i see you again...=.=